I have mentioned this before, but it worth thinking about again. I marvel at my own competitive nature. I have NO LONGER any real reason to compete. I have enough of everything:
But in my natural man, none of these are enough. I want more, at least more relative to most of the people that I know. But there is no reason, no logic to this wanting.
With whom am I competing? Why? Why compete with anyone?
I have more questions than explanations. I can only surmise that my old sin nature drives me to best the perceived competitors around me, whether they recognize the competition or not.
Alas, O’L^rd, I believe, help Thou my unbelief!!